A SpotsBug’s World

where have I been??? – part two

Okay, so my break, or lack of time rather, lasted much longer than I ever anticipated.  Between holidays, church activities, a busy work schedule and planning my mother’s 60th birthday party… well, I just haven’t had much time over the last few months to do much else.  It barely has given me much time for the day-to-day things like cleaning, getting the oil changed in the car, and making sure bills are paid on time. 

I’m hoping to get back into the swing of things.  Things have calmed down somewhat.  I’m still busy but with holidays and birthdays now over, hopefully I can manage everything else better.

So check back soon for updates, that is if you’re interested.

where have I been???

So it has been brought to my attention that I have not written in about a month.  First of all, I’m surprised to discover that there are more people reading this than I thought.  I pretty much figured I had only one loyal reader – my mother…

However, now that I realize there are more of you out there, I suppose I need to update a little more frequently.

So – where have I been???

Life has become super crazy the last couple of months and I don’t see it slowing down anytime soon.  Work has really picked up with several new projects, I’ve taken on a few new personal commitments that are taking extra time, and I’ve travelled.

I’ve been working on some database solutions at work.  And since I have no formal programming training it has been a long road of struggle for me.  But with persistence, I am slowly chipping away at the task one line of code at a time…

As mentioned in an earlier post I joined the church choir so that is taking up a little extra time each week.  I am enjoying it and we have started to work on the Christmas program (which will require some extra rehearsals above our standard Wednesday night).  I am also in the middle of a 9 week bible study that I’m taking with my mother.  This too has been an enjoyable experience and it is a spiritually challenging study, but again, it has been another thing to add to my schedule.

I have also travelled a little. 

I spent a couple of days in Charlotte for some Sharepoint training at the end of September.  While there I fit in a dinner with my sweet cousin who lives there now with her husband and adorable new kitten.  She shared with me the idea of potty training her kitten Sophie… hmmm, I told her to keep me updated on progress.  If successful, I’m wondering if that’s a realistic plan for my two little devils at home… Anyway, my cousin and I had fun spending some time together.

Last week I headed to Charleston for the Southeastern ContentDM Users Group meeting – sounds exciting right?  Actually it wasn’t so bad.  Always interesting to hear what others are working on, learn a few new things about the software that you might could implement on your own system, and network with people.  The bonus of this trip was that I was able to go down a day early with my mother and we spent about 36 hours exploring the great city that we used to call home.  It brought back all kinds of memories walking the historic streets with her.  We hit the aquarium and the market downtown, and shopped at the Tanger Outlets in the evening.  We also decided to take a nostalgic drive down memory lane which landed us on the street where we used to live.  The house where I spent much of my young childhood is always a treat to see.  It reminds me of where I came from and revives that little girl full of hopes and dreams that still lives within me.  That little house holds so many memories of days gone by.  Amazing how a person can form such an attachment to bricks and mortar.

So here I sit, currently in another hotel room in Atlanta awaiting the start of a conference that is focused on best practices for digitizing film and audio.  I arrived safely and found the hotel with no trouble.  However I realized quickly after checking in at the hotel that Atlanta is definitely not a place I’d want to live.  I got out and explored a bit and the traffic along with the one-way streets (those who know me know that one-way streets are my nemesis), all combine to create a city that I don’t believe I could be paid to live in.  What I thought would be a quick adventure down one street on the outskirts of the city to attempt to find dinner turned into a full tour of the downtown area as I got trapped with one-ways.  Round and round I went until I finally navigated back to the original street.  Who knew I would need a compass to venture out in Atlanta. 

I then returned to the hotel.  One that has probably already seen it’s best days – many years ago.  The room however, is a suite style room with a full kitchen, sitting area, etc…  I started settling in for the night only to have a set of blinds from one of the three windows completely dislodge and fall to the ground.  All I did was try to close them for some privacy – promise… I jumped clear across the room and then proceeded to laugh harder than I’ve laughed in quite some time.  All alone in an unfamiliar city with those cursed one-way streets and a window gaping open for all the world to see.  So here I am typing and staring at a jumbled pile of wooden slats laying in the floor.  Glad I’m on the third floor with only trees outside that window.  I suppose I’ll notify the hotel at some point in the very near future. 

Anyway, I’ll be glad to return home in a few days.  I do like to get out and explore, but it’s always nice to return home.  My travel isn’t over however, in a few short weeks I will jet off to Texas to visit some friends.  No work on this trip thank goodness, just good times with good people.  I’m very excited for this visit with everyone.  I know it will be lots of fun.

Well, that’s where I’ve been for the last month.  I’ll try to do better here, wouldn’t want to disappoint anyone… ha ha…

singing once again

Many, many years ago I was in a little musical about immigrants coming to America.  It was 5th grade.  I had my first duet, I was dressed as an Irish girl, and the feeling of excitement started building as I stood on stage and started singing the first notes.  At all of 10 years old, I felt I had found a new way to express myself, a new activity to love and enjoy.  I felt I could do something worthwhile.

Since that moment, I continued to sing in church, a music visions program, throughout my junior high school years, and eventually ending up in the top choir at my high school.  Here is where I had most of my success - making All-State chorus three years in a row, as a sophmore being chosen among hundreds of students to sing at a special concert at Carnegie Hall, and as a senior being elected by my fellow choir members to sing the senior solo in the final song of our last concert of the year.

While I don’t have a tremendous voice, at least not one that I could have built a career around, I enjoyed every second I was singing.  It was a break from the regular academics and allowed me to learn about other facets of my personality and talent.  It helped develop the person I have become and gave me the opportunity to be a more well-rounded individual.

Since I graduated high school, I have missed singing.  Not necessarily by myself, truth is I much prefer being one voice in a group of voices.  At one point in college I even tried singing a semester in a local community choir.  While I enjoyed and appreciated that experience it just did not feel like a good fit for me.

I was sitting in church not too long ago and the sermon was on stewardship.  The focus of the sermon though did not rest solely on finances as those types of sermons usually tend to.  The point was stressed that all that we are and all that we have is the Lord’s and so when giving of ourselves in any way we are really only allowing God to use what is already His.  Our pastor put it in these terms of thinking of God as the owner or board of trustees and we are merely the managers.  He also emphasized that whatever we have, whatever we possess, whether it is finances, skills, talents, or anything else, should always be used to serve Him.

As I thought about this, I thought about how my average talent and above average joy of singing both belong to God and I just had not been allowing him to use them for His glory.  So in a bold move for me I have joined our church choir.  What better way to get involved in an activity that I’ve loved and missed and also praise God for all He has done and continues to do in my life?  So far I have attended one rehearsal and served in the choir one Sunday.  I only pray that this experience will continue to allow me to worship Him in new ways while also expanding His opportunity to use me and my average, ordinary talent for His extraordinary mission.  But whatever comes of this, I just know that for now I am growing my capacity to love and serve our Lord and I am doing it by singing once again.

Look, the highest heavens and the earth and everything in it all belong to the Lord your God. ~ Deuteronomy 10:14

For this, O Lord, I will praise you among the nations;I will sing praises to your name. ~ 2nd Samuel 22:50